The doctor saw I was alone and didn’t have any
clothes.
He told me to go home and grab some stuff for
the hospital.
And come back tomorrow afternoon for the
surgery.
After getting my IV I walked out of the hospital.
Mark was calling me again and again.
When I answered the phone, I could hear Mark
yelling:
“I told you to come find me! What’s taking you
so long?! You’re trying to screw me over, aren’t
you?”
He just wanted to use me.
He always did this.
Every time he went out he would call me.
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With some stupid excuse for me to come get him.
And every time I would get there, he would
point and yell.
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“See, I told you, I can get her to do anything I want.”
I would just stand there.
He never thought about how I felt.
I wanted to make sure he was safe.
So I put up with it.
I was calm “Mark, I’m done.”
When I got home.
I went to bed, and grabbed my phone.
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I saw Tiffany posted a video.
The video was of them sharing a piece of
spaghetti.
The video then cuts to them kissing.
In the background you can hear people asking
Mark if he chickened out.
Mark then pulls her in for a kiss.
I clicked like.
Then I saw one of their friends comment:
“Tiffany, you forgot to block her!”
The video was deleted.
My hands shook.
Then I realized something.
I grabbed my burner account I used to use at
work.
And opened Tiffany’s page.
Everything came crashing down.
Mark was with Tiffany every time he said he
was too busy with work.
When I had a 104 fever and asked him to take
me to the hospital, he said he was busy with
work, but was with Tiffany holding her as she
freaked out because it was storming.
Even the baby…
“He said the baby was an accident, and that he
will always love me, and some people no matter
if they’re pregnant, will never be good enough.”
So that’s why, he didn’t want the baby?
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To him the baby was just an accident.
And all his friends knew.
I was the only one who didn’t.
My heart started to hurt.
Then I saw a picture of the two of them on the
bed holding hands and I saw a hickey on her
neck.
I ran to the bathroom.
And threw up everything.
I went back to bed.
And passed out.
Four AM.
Mark came home.
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He was so loud, I woke up.
He was searching for something.
And then came in the bedroom.
Mark stood next to the bed, confused “why
didn’t you come pick me up?”
I ignored him, and he got closer, I gave in
“Tiffany was there.”
I always gave him the benefit of the doubt.
Today I said no.
I thought he would leave.
He froze then took a “chocolate moose cake”
from behind his back.
It was clearly a cake that was almost finished.
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He left it on the table “I got you a snack.”
“I see.”
I replied, since he didn’t want to start a fight.
I wanted to go back to sleep.
I have surgery in the afternoon and I need to
buy a bunch of things.
I still felt dizzy.
He stood there staring.
My mood clearly bothered him.
“Did you see that post? I can explain. I lost a dare…”
“What post?”
I didn’t want to deal with him, so I acted stupid.
<
He locked eyes with me, when he realized I
wasn’t mad, he calmed down “nothing.”
I flipped over and went back to sleep.
He left to go shower.
While I was sleeping, he wrapped his arm
around me.
I woke up and tried to get away.
He whispered.
“You know I always want to be with you, why
do you have to be so difficult?”
“You know I hate making sacrifices and not
doing what I want, it was just a game I didn’t
want to lose,
“We can’t have our baby’s blood boil can we?
I’m sure everything will be ok.”
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I started sweating and couldn’t stop shaking.
“So you chose Tiffany over our baby?”
I finished.
He froze.
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Then glared at me “Sarah, I came to you with my tail between my legs! What else do you
want!”
